i really hope i’m friends with “the brot11” for a long time because they actually make me feel like i’m an actual person and not some kind of bullshit filler for my other friend’s lives

wow i thought about june again and i’m literally going to have a breakdown tonight!!!!

it’s weird bc i’m soooo excited for my birthday rn but like i know as it gets closer towards my birthday my excitement is def going to go down

dangrinchy replied to your post: now would probably be the perfect time to talk to…

hey gurl hey, if you want to talk like vent and get your thoughts all together, i’m here for you

thank you i love u <33

now would probably be the perfect time to talk to my mom about katie and making plans for rtx next year and stuff but i’m overthinking it and just freaking out i want to cry

i’m just really frustrated and it’s making me sad i feel like crying

i hate being sad like i feel like it’s a burden for my parents to try to keep up with my mood swings like seriously i just wish i wasn’t so fucking sad all the time because then maybe they’d make more of an effort to show that they love me and want to be around me